Saturday, 3 December 2011
Grr
So basically my life sucks right now. Wow, don't I sound like a regular little ray of sunshine. Sorry about that. Just a wee bit depressed at the moment. Heidegger truly is an awful person. I have to write my essay on him 2500 words, I really don't see it happening. To top it off, I was just reading that cirrhosis is untreatable, the liver will never return to full functionality and it's usually the last stage of chronic liver failure. And guess what? It can often lead to the need for a transplant! Perfect, just perfect
Tuesday, 22 November 2011
I HATE LIFE
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Saturday, 17 September 2011
Too Early
Well it's been a while. Since I last posted I've completed my first year at uni, I've been home for the summer and moved into a house with some of my friends... oh and started a job at Harlequins!
So today Amy and I woke up far too early for a Saturday morning. What time? I hear you ask. It was 7.30!!! We made the housies a cooked breakfast, sausages (quorn ones for Sophie), bacon (none for Sophie), fried bread (for Kat), potato scones, baked beans and mushrooms. All in all I think it went down really well and we now have to have a power nap before our 2nd shift at Harlequins!
So today Amy and I woke up far too early for a Saturday morning. What time? I hear you ask. It was 7.30!!! We made the housies a cooked breakfast, sausages (quorn ones for Sophie), bacon (none for Sophie), fried bread (for Kat), potato scones, baked beans and mushrooms. All in all I think it went down really well and we now have to have a power nap before our 2nd shift at Harlequins!
Monday, 4 April 2011
Regular Updates
Well Tasha just gave me an amazing idea! I get massively into TV shows (and books and movies) so much so that I run screaming into another room to explain the plot line! So instead of doing that, I am gonna post my outbursts on here, so there should be more frequent updates!!!! xx
Thursday, 3 February 2011
Up and Down
Well now, it's been a while since I've posted anything here. Well I just noticed that S posted something about mood swings and that's what I was going to blog about today. Coinkydink?
This week I've been feeling so weird. One minute I'll be fine and then it was like a switch was flipped and I was in the baddest mood ever. I came back to my room, turned up the ipod and cleaned, but I was in such a foul mood. I also felt on the brink of tears and for no apparent reason! And then the next day I actually did cry for no apparent reason.
And I miss my friends, S, E and Em... Love you xxxxx
This week I've been feeling so weird. One minute I'll be fine and then it was like a switch was flipped and I was in the baddest mood ever. I came back to my room, turned up the ipod and cleaned, but I was in such a foul mood. I also felt on the brink of tears and for no apparent reason! And then the next day I actually did cry for no apparent reason.
And I miss my friends, S, E and Em... Love you xxxxx
Sunday, 14 November 2010
What To Do
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
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By the time you get to universtity, most people know what they want to do with their life: teching, lawyer, doctor, banker. Something. (Okay nowadays I doubt anyone wants to be a banker, but the point still stands). Me? I don't know.
Sure, like other people I have dreams. In my case they just happen to be highly unrealistic. Sometimes I think I would like to be an actress, othertimes a singer, an artist, something along those lines. You know what's stopping me? A complete lack of talent. I really wish that I could sing well and draw well. I enjoy drawing and singing so much but I'm just not that good. At this precise moment, the singing thing doesn't bother me, because I'll sing along to my music and that doesn't really require talent. Drawing, however does. It's something I really wish I was good at.
Ah well, we have to take what life gives us.
Sure, like other people I have dreams. In my case they just happen to be highly unrealistic. Sometimes I think I would like to be an actress, othertimes a singer, an artist, something along those lines. You know what's stopping me? A complete lack of talent. I really wish that I could sing well and draw well. I enjoy drawing and singing so much but I'm just not that good. At this precise moment, the singing thing doesn't bother me, because I'll sing along to my music and that doesn't really require talent. Drawing, however does. It's something I really wish I was good at.
Ah well, we have to take what life gives us.
Monday, 1 November 2010
Homesick
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Monday, November 01, 2010
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Two posts in one day! Don't you feel special? Not that anyone reads my blog, it's not particuarly interesting. I could get twitter to prove how uninteresting my life is but I don't think I will.
As the title suggests I've been feeling homesick, majorly. It's awful. All I want to do is go home, I'm trying to find things to take my mind off it y'know? But it's hard. As soon as I start doing some work, I feel it. It's just not that entertaining to keep my mind from wandering. Right now I'm listening to Mandy Moore pelt out a wonderful ballad (which incedently I think is on my music selection... or it used to be. It's called cry... youtube it- it's good) and typing this and although I'm thinking about being homesick, I don't feel it at this precise second and I think it's because I'm fully distracted, singing, listening and typeing.
Earlier though, I was a wreck. I was on the phone crying to Hannah. That's the third day I've been on the phone crying. Thanks to all of you who listened to me! You all really helped.
I'm going to give being here another go next weekend, but I may have to blow my budget and buy stuff to distract me with... I may bring a TV back to uni this coming weekend (if Niki and Ian will let me!)
I think tonight, I may try to do some more philosophy and then watch Tv and go to sleep. That sounds like a plan to me, I really want to have a lie in tomorrow but I have no milk!!! This is important because it means I can't have coco pops and I dont know if anyone's getting up for breakfast cos I dont think anyone has lectures, and there's no way I'm going on my own!!!
Oh well, I'm off to facebook, read and watch TV!
As the title suggests I've been feeling homesick, majorly. It's awful. All I want to do is go home, I'm trying to find things to take my mind off it y'know? But it's hard. As soon as I start doing some work, I feel it. It's just not that entertaining to keep my mind from wandering. Right now I'm listening to Mandy Moore pelt out a wonderful ballad (which incedently I think is on my music selection... or it used to be. It's called cry... youtube it- it's good) and typing this and although I'm thinking about being homesick, I don't feel it at this precise second and I think it's because I'm fully distracted, singing, listening and typeing.
Earlier though, I was a wreck. I was on the phone crying to Hannah. That's the third day I've been on the phone crying. Thanks to all of you who listened to me! You all really helped.
I'm going to give being here another go next weekend, but I may have to blow my budget and buy stuff to distract me with... I may bring a TV back to uni this coming weekend (if Niki and Ian will let me!)
I think tonight, I may try to do some more philosophy and then watch Tv and go to sleep. That sounds like a plan to me, I really want to have a lie in tomorrow but I have no milk!!! This is important because it means I can't have coco pops and I dont know if anyone's getting up for breakfast cos I dont think anyone has lectures, and there's no way I'm going on my own!!!
Oh well, I'm off to facebook, read and watch TV!
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